Will She Be Back?

It's been an over SIX year affair. Not sure when it will end for good, but it restarted many times.

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Location: Middle Country

I have it all. Would not have changed a thing. That is until she came into my life. Again. And again. And again. And again.........

Monday, November 12, 2007

Again Its About Time

I'm long overdue posting again. Sara has come and gone since I last wrote. Once again, she was holding out hope I may change my mind. Once again, I had hoped she had changed her mind as well. I was disappointed she did not stick around longer. We never even got around to catching up on things. But I'm sure that was on purpose on her part. With the holidays coming up, it'll be difficult not to send her anykind of a gift. I feel she'll be disappointed if I don't, and I know she'll be upset (but not with me) if I do.

This used to be a rollercoaster, but now had become just a merry-go-round. However its still just as difficult to jump off from.

5 Comments:

Blogger Nish said...

I have only been on my rollercoaster/merry-go-round for one year and I have to say, the broken or fractured body parts seem a lot more appealing than that ride that leaves me completely drained. I wish you luck on your leap, should that be your choice.

9:55 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

If you never heard from her again, how would you feel?

11:38 AM  
Blogger Karyn said...

What is going on? Any contact?

5:43 PM  
Blogger do_in_it_2 said...

She's come and gone and come back since then. Whenever she leaves with a goodbye email, I always reply with a 'do what you have to do'. This last time, I said 'please stay'. She did. But only for a couple days then disappeared.

But she is back again for now. But is making comments that has me scratching my head. Hard to explain - kinda like she wants to appear as only an acquaintence.

4:58 PM  
Blogger Dina said...

how long since you guys last saw each other?

1:18 PM  

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