The Other Half

The voicemail I left her (see previous post) was only half the message. The other half was in an email I left her. In the past, she usually checks voicemail first, then a little while later she'll check email. But this time she has only checked the email. Here is what I wrote:

I think its time I take over now.
I think its time I relieve you of the pressure of making the decision.
I keep telling you how your feelings are out of your control,
so now I will take everything out of your control.
I tell you when you can leave, and for how long.
I tell you when you need to come back.
I tell you when we're going to talk to each other, and
when we're going to see each other.
You tell me how bad you need to suck my cock.
You tell me how bad you need to taste and be tasted.
You tell me how bad you need my cock to fill your ass.
You tell me your need to be punished for leaving me all those times.
You tell me how bad you need to be bad.
Deal?


It seems I'm playing a game here. I've never done that previously when we've seperated - or at least not on purpose. Things are definately changing in my mind.