A Week
It's been a week since she has last checked messages. On Friday it will be two weeks since I've last talked to her. So in the 19 days since I've started this blog, she was back* for only 1 day. This is hard trying to let her go. Each day I feel the things that are/were helping me understand are slowly dissolving away. And underneath this is the anger that she broke one of our rules, so my stubborn side wants to break the other one by calling her.
*I consider being 'back' as exchanging emails, voicemails or talking on the phone.
*I consider being 'back' as exchanging emails, voicemails or talking on the phone.
posted by do_in_it_2 | 9:46 AM
1 Comments:
Maybe breaking the rules was her way of breaking the cycle. As long as she was following the rules, then the "rule" of her coming back, like she has everytime in the last 3 years, would still have to be there too.
Maybe (and believe me, I know it's hard) you should NOT break the rules. And let it go . . .
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