The First

Well I asked her how I was to interpret her response, and she said my first interpretation was the correct one. Do I know her or what? So you'd think I'd have jumped on the opportunity and got things set up for another get together. But I haven't. At least not yet. And no clue why. But I think it's because I want to make sure she doesn't fall back into old ways. It's the only assurance I would have that we're not going back onto that coaster ride again. But I'm not sure what signs to look for that will give me the reassurance I want. However, I'm very aware of the signs that tell me she is back to her old ways. I guess I'm looking for the absense of these signs. Does that mean I'll be looking for nothing?