No Change.

There really hasn't been any change since her last voicemails. We've exchanged numerous messages since then and she is definately not distancing herself. How odd. But this is now the second thing that has happened recently that in the past has always been a catalyst to run away. (The first thing was her emotional breakdown on the phone a couple weeks ago). I've always sensed that something is different these last couple months with Sara. She doesn't want to run anymore. But is managing to keep just out of my reach. I'm still not sure what her plans are for this weekend. I'm not sure she knows either. She is planning on meeting friends, but also bringing her boys and husband along. Not sure how that would play out for her. But I realize nothing is going to go down between us. Her plans need to change drastically for that possibility to become reality. But if husband is going to be there, we definately need to plan out how we're going to 'actively avoid' each other. Should be another interesting weekend.