Damned If I Do

.....and damned if I don't. That's been my whole existance with Sara. Just talked with her on the phone and all was good. She asked how I was holding up and I mentioned how this blog world has been a real help in keeping me from dragging her back. She kept asking questions, and the more she asked the more it became obvious to me that she was pissed. I mentioned how I'd discuss us with other people, but I didn't dare mention this blog.* I told her she didn't need to be jealous of me chatting with other woman, but she said it wasn't jealousy, it was betrayal. Wow. Never thought about that. Am I betraying her by airing our dirty laundry - even if under the guise of anonymity?

*So if this blog disappears suddenly, its to keep her from finding it.