Still Here.

Can't believe its been almost 3 weeks since I last posted. No, we didn't even make it close to the end of the month, however, she has been quiet for almost 2 weeks now. I received another one of those 'time to end it' type emails. Nothing different than usual, but what prompted it was. She had lunch with a friend who has had an affair and made the choice to make a new life with the guy. Sara saw how happy she was in making that decision and moving forward, and it made Sara want to make that plunge herself. This was enough to scare her and thus decide, once again, she needs to end this.

Starting next week is when she will find herself alone twice a week for 4 hours each day. This will be something she hasn't experienced in many, many years. I don't know if I will be sharing any of that time with her, but it sure is an opportunity that will be tough to pass up. It'll be her call. I'm guessing yes.