Went Fishing.

Sara checked in over the weekend. Normally when she leaves, she checks back to read one last email from me. I guess I write one everytime to make sure there is no misunderstandings, or to apologize for anything said that I might regret later. This last time she never came back to read it. Well, considering I waited almost a month to write it, it still took her another month after that before checking back in. I'm not sure if that's what she was looking for, but she read my email several times before sending me a reply. After a very brief exchange of emails, she ended it with:
"i guess it stops here then. i offered once, you turned me down. i will not offer again."

She has not been back.

My guess is, she, like me, is having a hard time moving on. And she, like me, is still holding out hope the other will come around. But if she isn't planning on offering again, then why did she come back? Fishing for something? I think the main point from my initial email is that she went over the edge so quickly, she never really heard anything i was telling her. Or asking her. Maybe she's waiting for me to offer?