It's All Good.

Talked to Sara twice on the phone today. She surprised me with an early morning phone call at work, then later asked that I call her after lunch - which started out as phone sex. Both times we talked for about an hour, nothing in particular, just catching up. All her walls are down. Her wanting to meet me for coffee had nothing to do with the coffee. Just like me, she longs to see me again. I'm hesitatant to have 'that' conversation with her even though I know that right now is the best time to have it. She's in a good place and will be open and honest. We've gone down this road many, many times, and it always ends at the same place for her. I'm hoping if we talk honestly up front, maybe that can change.