Surfaced

Friday morning I got a tm asking for me to call her. Nice talk, nothing different than usual. She won't be at the festival this year. Part of her 'trying hard to stay away' thing. Later send me an email telling me that for a long time now I've been a huge disappointment for her. And that its not me, its her. Her expectations for me (or anyone) are unattainable. And for this reason, she's been able to stay 'gone' for so long at times. Ok, so I understand. A few hours later she emails me a time and place to meet. It's 6 weeks away. Ok, so I don't understand.

Of course, I'm not holding my breath. This means nothing to me. Ok, maybe a day before I'll start to get excited. lol.