Valentine's Day

On V-day I opened up the account and left her an email. Yes, she checked in from the library again and we exchanged a few emails that day, and again on Saturday. But she's disappeared again so I've locked it up. Her birthday is in less than a month - will probably do the same thing on that day.

Oh, nothing new was said - just the same old reasons, but she did make clear once again that until I'm ready to take the next step, we will not be meeting up again. Then adds "Of course you have to first convince me to take that next step".

Locked it up.

She hasn't checked back in since that one day at the library. I locked it up and gonna try to stay away. But she still has ways to get in touch with me - so if she does - I won't be ignoring her.